In Her Cell

I don't know if this has been "a long time comin' for you" but it sure has for me. Maybe I'm the only weirdo who wonders about blog titles and names, or why people call things by a certain name. Regardless I've been itching to explain for sometime. It's hard though, putting thoughts and feelings into words that make sense to everyone. I'm just going to speak frankly, and if you learn a thing or two about me along the way, well then I've accomplished what I've set out to. You see, I don't want this to be just picture post after picture post. I want people to understand who I am and how I think. I've never been that great at getting close to people, especially a large amount of people. I have friends...sort of..so don't get me wrong. And I sure can talk A LOT as some of you who know me in person might recall. But I would definitely argue that I'm commonly misunderstood. What happens with the majority of people on this planet is, outsiders form an idea of who they expect you to be before they even really get to know you, and more often then not once a person does get to know you to a certain extent they might even still believe their preconceived notions about you. That's just the way humans operate, we are all judgmental to some degree and I don't even mean that in a negative way; it's just a fact. 

So first here are some things about me maybe not everyone knows or believes:

1. I prefer sad songs to happy ones, even when I'm in a happy mood

2. I believe in being nice to everyone, even if it is artificial at times. Call me fake but I'd rather dislike in silence than be rude or mean to someone and possibly have a greater negative impact than I'd ever guess

3. That being said, it's really difficult for me to dislike anyone. That is the truth whether you believe it or not.

4. 75% of my time I'd rather spend alone. 

5. Being around large groups of people, even friends, makes me physically tired

6. On the top of my head my favorite music right now is: Phosphorescent, Girl in a Coma, Lana Del Rey (always), Youth Lagoon, The Sugarcubes, The Smiths, and Brandi Carlile. 

7. So no, I don't really like hip hop/rap/r&b all that much. With the exceptions of: Frank Ocean, Beyonce, Slick Rick, and the occasional ratchet song my Boyfriend blasts in the car on a warm night with the windows down.

8. I'm obsessed with the moon. I believe its phases often have a strong affect on my mood. 

9. I've said this since freshman year in high school and I mean it: I don't believe any one is better than anyone else. Unless, you see your self as better than a person - this automatically ranks them better than you.

10. I hate when people correct me and others when they know exactly what we meant. I mean shut up. 

11. In my opinion, my sister is the most irritating and the most incredible person on the planet.

12. I'm a cat person 

13. I live in dreams of the future, which classifies me as an anxious person.

14. I over analyze everything and there is always something on my mind.

15. My heart is located in my head; and although I love dreams, I often feel like mine are a kind of cage. My dreamy heart is always wondering, wishing, contemplating, analyzing; it's full of madness and trouble. It's stifling and as much as I hope for or dream about a free life with no obligation or worry, my thoughts keep me grounded, flightless. Dreams and ideas are what keep me so content with myself, they keep me isolated. 

So I call it in her cell for two reasons. One, the song In Their Cell by Girl in a Coma is my absolute go-to when I am ever in need of creative inspiration. See, it plays in the background of this Nylon Magazine video from years ago that featured Mary Kate Olsen. It's such a short clip into the making of the cover for that months issue, but theres something about it. Being a twin, I grew up with an absurd connection to the Olsen twins and to this day their personal style, artistry, creepy attachment to each other, and money-making brilliance is something that I admire. 

The second reason is that I want this to be a place where I can express myself. What I'm doing at the moment, what I think about what I'm doing at the moment, and whatever else. I want people to come into my cell, to see what I feel is cool at the moment or to see a little bit more of me. My actual life might not be all that interesting but my imagination, ideas, and interests are. My mind is like a Wonderland and in the famous words of Lewis Carroll: 

"Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast" 

So let me share them with you. I'll try to be better about posting on here, promise. For now, check out the video I was talking about. Maybe you'll think I'm crazy or maybe you'll enjoy it too. 

xx

July 12th

Saturday was the most romantic day I have witnessed so far. I had never been to a wedding as an adult (or even past the age of 10 for that matter) so I was pretty excited to experience one through my oldest friend as she married her high school sweetheart. On the drive up to Stanwood for her dreamy farm wedding, my sister and I gushed about what we expected it to be like and how eager we were to see her dress, hear their vows, and watch their first dance. Here are some photos from the magical day.

The venue was breathtaking

meet the glowing mother-of-the-bride

After the reception was over, the guests sent off the newly wed couple with sparklers. It was such a wonderful party with delicious food, a volleyball net, and a crowded dance floor. I'm so happy for my dear friend and her family that feels like my own. There will be more pictures from this day on my Facebook.

xx

Moonlight Glow

This past weekend was packed with some great experiences, which also means that the time flew by before I could blink or breathe. It's unfortunate that it had to end. My sister flew in to town on Thursday for a quick visit and to attend a friends wedding (more on that later); since her stay in Seattle was going to be a short three days we tried to cram in as much as possible. On Friday night we had a few friends over at my place for a delicious home cooked dinner, followed by a night of drinking, dancing, and moonlit skinny dipping at the lake. Here are some pictures of what I wore to the Woods on Capitol Hill.   

These gorgeous silk pants were a treasure find at Goodwill, the bra top is Freepeople , and the platform sandals are from h&m. 

I'll have more group/fun pictures up on my Facebook soon for those of you that are friends, or friends of friends!

xx

Marsha, Marsha, Marsha

I hope everyone enjoyed their long holiday weekend; am I the only one who feels like it wasn't quite long enough? Three days is almost worse than two in my opinion; I mean it felt like a bit of a tease and now I'm back to business as usual. Sitting in an office all day while the sun is shining...C'est la vie. 

I don't have a Fourth of July post for you, we kind of got rained on so my camera stayed safe in my purse for most of the night. But here is a quick little "Outfit of the Day" if you will. I wore this awesome thrift find to work last week and thought it was blog worthy. The skirt is so 70's Brady Bunch and is even made of 100% polyester. Not only is the outfit dated, so is my yellow kitchen!

In love with these Jeffery Campbell mules from their "Vintage" collection. 

Well, that's all. Short and sweet. I hope everyone is staying cool and enjoying their summer. 

xx

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Arboretum Stroll

Note that only in Pacific Northwest will it look like this in the end of June. 

On Sunday afternoon we decided to check out the Japanese garden at the south end of the Arboretum. I honestly think we couldn't have picked a better day to go. Although the sky was looking pretty gloomy, for the most part, the weather was actually pretty warm and it didn't rain on us (which is always a plus). The park wasn't too crowded because it's still early in the season so we got to enjoy the garden peacefully. When you're checking in at the main entrance there is fish feed available for $1..I suggest making that purchase if you do ever visit; feeding the Koi Fish was undoubtedly the best part, or at least the most fun part.  

Above are the Koi Fish during feeding. I was trying my absolute best to lure them away from this poor turtle swimming near by; he kept getting pushed under and slapped by the frantic fish. And can I just say, man their mouths open up wide! Some of the larger fish were pretty intimidating with their large round mouths and slightly crazy eyes. 

The park was so incredibly lush and green, it was beautiful. 

Now, I'm so accustomed to having my sister take my pictures for my blog - she also writes one so when we're together we can trade off playing photographer and model. With my boyfriend however, I'm a little camera shy still so I have to force him to get in front of the camera first so that I can relax and get in the groove of things. It's funny that I'm so shy about it still..It's been well over a year since I've started blogging and considering the fact that we now live together and have shared many personal things with each other, you'd think snapping some pictures would be no big deal. Ah well, he sure does look good on camera so neither of us should be complaining....huh Gilles? 

Here I am! Just trying to rescue that turtle I was telling you about. 

Although I don't look too happy in this photo, I assure you I am. I just loved the way my blouse looked with the breeze kind of playing with its shape. I found this top at the new Goodwill on Capitol Hill. Its by a label called Gypsy which is fitting with its whimsical fabric and easy shape. Plus, it was made in Hollywood, CA I'm a sucker for clothing made in the USA. Hence the American Apparel shorts to go with this outfit. 

And the little details, keeping it simple as always. 

For more information or to plan a visit to the Japanese Garden here is a link to their website Gardens Thank you for reading.

XX