Have you ever felt that feeling of an almost overwhelming sense of loneliness or loss? Sadness brought on by an indefinite separation of you and something awesome? Well that's what it feels like when you have one semi anti-social twin living in gloomy Seattle, WA and her more outgoing counterpart staying with her boyfriend in sunny Orlando, FL. I know I can survive without her, after all we lived in separate states while we were off "studying" at various Universities. This is different. This feels almost permanent.
I was telling my co-worker the other day that it's as though my left arm has been amputated. I don't need my left arm, I don't even use it that often considering I'm a rightly. But I feel off balance and ugly without it. She left on Sunday morning and now I'm sitting here wondering whats next for me. I'm craving change as I usually do after about 8 months of routine. And I'm thinking it should be a drastic one!
I'll let you know what new experiences are in store for me in the future, what decisions I make, and when! Granted I'm absolutely broke right now so it will be a while before any action is taken. But I look forward to planning and day dreaming about what's to come.
xoxo
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